I’ve Never Had an Orgasm

@odd1ty ODETTE

…At least not in my relationship. I love my boyfriend to bits, and you all know I’m more than willing to wax poetic about how good we have it. And the thing is, I’ve never had a long term relationship before, so bringing up this type of thing is a very new and nerve-wracking experience for me. Generally, I’m a pretty go-with-the-flow kinda gal. Perhaps a bit too much, if you’re to listen to my senior marketing coordinator at work. But as of late, and with certain itches not scratched, I’ve been feeling the need for some actual change. 

Cue a late-night dinner, and a small box sat in the middle of the table. This was my proposition; a toy that helps me get to “where I need to go,” without necessarily adding in any particular fiddlies for my boy. The couple's vibrator wraps to hit my g-spot from the inside (along with the more human element) and my clit from the outside - vibrations that both of us would be able to feel and control.

The conversation itself required a ton of back-and-forth; Why now? Why this toy? Wait, you haven’t been coming this entire time? It’s funny to face that side of masculinity for the first time in someone I love, the defensive pride that comes with having a penis. Thing is, he was genuinely surprised! I don’t blame him for this, I’ve never been very vocal or obvious during intimacy, but I will say that there was a momentary flash of sadness, to think that he had never even thought about my pleasure. Although, that’s probably hyperbole anyway. So three days and many reassurances later, we finally put my new purchase to use.

I’m a simple girl, and I’ve always been a fan of missionary. Feeling the weight of his body above mine, skin-to-skin, it’s an intimacy I adore. And this, this gave me a chance to elevate it without any work done on either side, really. A few setting adjustments, a little bit of wriggling around to get comfortable, and hey, double the stimulation!

So, I guess my title was a lie. I’ve never had an orgasm in my relationship…until now ;)

>>reply from @jenderful JEN

    AN ORGASM FOR ODETTE IS AN ORGASM FOR US ALL

    >>reply from @odd1ty ODETTE

        dear god please never say that again

@scarlettimes SCARLETT

My hormones are all over the place, I feel like I’m going to scream if I don’t have sex but also scream if my fiance even looks at me.

Written by Spencer M.F. Rodrick